its been so long and this week has sucked, i got the flu and been sick and feeling like crap, there was a girl i loved i wanted to be hers, but she fell for some idiot in newyork online thing and he bought not even a plane ticket but a buss ticket from california to there. i was always at that girls beck and call and i loved her so much, we had so much fun together, and she was the last one i slept with. that was back in the begginning of march.I wish i could have her back still which is crazy lol. I really don't care so much about the sex but man i wish she could be here to take care of me at least since being sick and energyless sucks.i would drive to bring her chicken noodle soup when she was sick. anyways ive been playing Phantasy star 3 this week since it came in the mail monday to pass the time, but still it doesn't fix the loneliness.
I know poorly written tldr material but i had to get it off my chest.

