Consider, for a second, who you're responding to.Quote:
Originally Posted by JCU
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Consider, for a second, who you're responding to.Quote:
Originally Posted by JCU
Getting high is not the answer. It just fries your brain and wastes your resources. True salvation only comes from God. We're all screw-ups that fall short of God's glory (Romans 3:23) but God's grace through Jesus Christ is free to anyone that accepts it (Romans 6:23).Quote:
Originally Posted by DrunkenHigh
If you are in the USA, call 911 and ask to speak to a crisis counselor. There are lots of free resources out there for food, shelter, and jobs. Give yourself a chance, it's worth it. Go to a local Christian church and talk to a pastor, they will help you, just leave your knife at home.
I can't tell if this is a serious or a troll post but for the sake of argument, you need to seek some help. Nothing in this world is worth offing yourself for.Quote:
Originally Posted by DrunkenHigh
lol.Quote:
Originally Posted by Crystalpepsifan
I doubt Drunken is serious, the style of his last post is very different from his others. If he is, listen to everyone EXCEPT Thief.
I think you should start by cutting back on the alcohol. It numbs the pain (temporarily) but only adds to the depression. You should hang out and talk here more. We may all be assholes here, but we're good people, too.Quote:
Originally Posted by DrunkenHigh
I caught that, too. I nearly thought they were song lyrics.Quote:
Originally Posted by Blades
Lots of people depressed.Quote:
Originally Posted by MrMatthews
Van Halen is the solution against depression.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=np6klMgkFQk
For 5:41 I was not depressed, so it works.
Just gotta keep listening.
Forever.
There's also getting a gym membership, but how many are willing to maintain a workout routine? If only good health was an effective motivation.
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R.I.P. Fast Eddie Clarke.
Now Motörhead is fully reunited in wherever we go when we die.
Not a troll post, just random thoughts. Seeking help is useless when you don't want help. Or don't have any family or friends to ask for help. Been this way since childhood. Some people just mask, hide, and live on in life while dealing with it. Without prescriptions and shrinks. Tried permanently sleeping before but that just ended up getting me a huge hospital bill and in even more debt. With debt collectors and creditors constantly harassing me. Over a hospital trip I never even asked for.Quote:
Originally Posted by BonusKun
Unemployment is worthless, it takes almost 2 months for a determination. Even after reopening a previously successful determination. By that time you've already found another job and won't need the benefits you were entitled to. How are you supposed to pay a bill or even get to work if you get another job when it takes that long? It's a joke.
They only give food stamps (SNAP) where I live. But it's not that easy. You need to provide a ridiculous list of documentation for you and everyone in the household. What if the other people in the household don't want their business given to the welfare office(my situation)?
I wouldn't consider myself a true alcoholic, haven't had a drink in almost 2 months(no money). Just like to drink a few beers after a stressful day at work, when I am working. Or when I play videogames. I don't do liquor and didn't drink everyday.
My drug addiction is an oddity. It's off and on. On, when I have money to buy it. Off, when I'm broke and jobless. It's not a drug most people are aware of. But it's the lowest form of addiction and truly messes with your brain. Synthetic cannabinoids.
I was a huge pothead back in the day, smoked weed all day, everyday. But employers are nosy and drug test for every position. So I stopped, like I normally would. But then found out about something called Spice in 2009 at local headshops and later online. It was amazing in the early days. Getting baked but pissing clean? Stronger than MJ? Slowly got addicted while learning how dirty it is. I would even make it myself with the pure chems. But it got shadier as the DEA passed bans and the suppliers would minutely change the chemical structure to squeak by laws.
It's been whack-a-mole ever since. And the stuff that's going around now is so retarded potent and weird that you just nod and pass out. And so addicting it's insane. And now it's in liquid form for vape mods so it's easy to purchase a bottle online. You even have publically traded companies like Diamond CBD secretly putting these synthetics in products and calling them all natural CBD. I miss all natural MJ but I think my CB receptors have been so damaged by this stuff that it has no effect anymore.
This caused me to lose my last job. I showed up so faded one day that the supervisor sent me home, knowing I was high as hell off something. It was a temporary position so a couple days later my agency called and said my assignment ended. Right before Xmas. Couldn't even send my kids(who live in another far away state) any gifts. First time ever. That stung hard. Been in the dumps ever since.
I always hit rock bottom every half year or so and am constantly bouncing from job to job. Pretty soon there'll be none left in my field. But when unemployment ain't coming thru, you're penniless, and you're only form of communication to even look for jobs and wait for callbacks and emails will be shutoff. You kinda think this is it. It's over.
Don't even know why I typed that longass document out. Not like anybody will read it or even give a flarn. I was bored I guess.
Where do you reside?
Possibly Pennsylvania as it is the keystone state